Tuesday, December 1, 2009
since when I didnt listen to ya? just tat
it takes time for ppl to change. and I've cut
down alot in drinking isn't it? hmmx..
when im with ya the period of time, did
i always drink? but wadever it is, it
doesn't matter anymore. perhaps ya
dun uds me well..
although i cant deny that i still gt feelings
for ya but i just hope wadever ya do, ya
will be happy tats all. (:
today at work, rested at k6 for about an hour
plus, having fever and vomitted. then ben and
alan cover me. thanks ah. (:
#珍惜你们身旁的朋友，不要因为失去了他们，才来后悔，才来珍惜，有些时候是太迟挽回一切
10:01 PM
went to bugis with my cousin in the
evening. she say very long didnt bring
her out. so brought her to eat and watch
movie at iluma.
after that went to amk, look for cm to
kill him. he bluff me. arggh. then saw
meixian at there too. after that they
planning of giving a farwell party to ah
tok as it is his last day. he's entering in
the army on the 8th dec. ah tok asked
super eric but he say cant stay in the
outlet only can drink at S11.
Accompanied meixian back to kbp to
ask zhi an if he wanna stay. and after
tat we called alvin asked him wanna
come down. In the end, i called alvin saying
i not staying le cos my bank no more money
and my cousin is with me. End up he scold
me and meixian cos he came out of his house
le then he walked back. hahahas. paiseh. (:
And i took back home after tat. Just watch
Autumn Concerto at youtube. is very nice.
I'm waiting for the next epi. tmr working
morning and i will watch hai pai tian xin
when i reach home.
I'm turning in soon. very tired and gotta wake
up at 9am later. I got a feeling I'm going to
have high fever very soon. whole body feeling unwell
and very hot. night folks.
#Its very hard for me to let go. I need time time time.
3:27 AM
Sunday, November 29, 2009
just reach home. (:
today learned how to do weekly le
after alvin and zhi an try to explain
to me, but if anything not sure tmr,
laopa ask me to get back to him.
tmr doing bar. laopa think i like a ball
keep let him kick here and there like
ah hwee said. which dept not enough
ppl i got put there. as for ah hwee is
which outlet need ppl, he go there. swai ah..
hahas. but everything is still not too bad lahs. (:
tired ah. back to past life..
work.. wake up.. back to work again..
still missed the times that I used
to have. there are so many movies
are out like hua mu lan, treasure
hunter and many more. arrgh.. i want
to watch!! hahas. last time used to go
movies with him but now.. haiis..
everything is over and life still
have to move on. time didnt wait
for ppl. time will heal everything. (:
There are times when the sun shines,
There are times when the clouds aplenty,
Likewise, there are ups and downs in life,
If there is any missing light in your life,
As long as we do not give up,
The sun will shine once again.
#i don't know where the future hold.. but whether we can be friends or collegues we won't know as no one can predict the future. just let nature take it course. although i still keep some of the msg ya sent me in the past. But at least i get to know ya once in my lifetime and thanks for appearing in my life showering me with all your care, doting me and tolerating me when i make ya angry. maybe I only can be your very good fren but not a good gf like wad ya said. I've learnt alot in this r/s that i once used to hold on tight, believed and treasure alot. (:
5:44 AM
Monday, November 23, 2009
I've think through and decided to start blogging again.
As blogging is the time i can vent out my angers and unhappiness,
my emotions be it happy or sad.
Sometimes when ya are sad or angry, ya cant find anyone to
talk to so blogging is the right choice and it comes in handy.
I've blog for about 2 years and I stopped. reason being I've
no time. But now i dunno why I have the feeling to blog
again. I will think of a new link and start my blog session and
close my this link. There's too many memories and setbacks in
this blog.
talk to alvin on phone for 3 hrs until this morning 7.30am.
phew~ so long and tired ah. but all about work. wad laopa
have told me in bar and those happenings that happened
on sat.
Becos of qiqi cried, ya come and say me like everything is I
started and everything is my fault. That day i already going
to burst out soon but i choose to keep quiet. If not I
say back, all will start to quarrel, be it bar, server or cashier.
Very very disappointing. by right ya should come ask me
wad's happening and stand by my side end up the opposite.
i'm speechless. where are ya when i needed ya? anyway i need
to thank cashier ah nee and zhi an by my side to comfort me. (:
but wadever it is, is over. dont dwell over it.
tmr working morning, hopefully things turn out better.
#dunno what shld i do next. to continue or to end. to say or not to say.
but somehow there's smth asking me to hold on. and seriously speaking
I couldnt bear to let go.
9:51 PM
Monday, March 23, 2009
Happy Birthday to myself!
sweet 19 birthday!
I celebrate my birthday ytd at Kbox, my
working place. Had much fun. I did enjoyed
myself. thanks to all my colleagues, bros and
sisters. I reached there at about 9plus and
ended the party about 9plus in the morning.
Some went back early and most of us are drunk,
some took cab home. Jessica, Zhi An, Yu ming,
Jason, Super louis and I slept at outlet.
I slept until 4 plus, zhi an wake me up and
send me home, he stay behind me only. Thanks
bro! and I overslept, got hangover and I didnt meet my bf. ):
Some of my colleagues are working, so they
join us after work together with super louis.
There is quarreling happen between zhi an and
qiqi that goes for quite awhile. and this is the first
time I see rebecca and super louis lost temper and
scolded someone. I got emotional breakdown and
I broke in tears. thanks rebecca and super louis for
your shoulder. (:
And super louis cry too, after he scolded qiqi at
reception counter. opps!! im so bad. first time
see him cry. I help him wipe away his tears, are
you touched? hahas!!
I feel better after angel and leo calm me down and
talk to me, quarreling this kind of thing very hard to
predict. I got sense this will happen, but it turn out worse
than wad I expected. ):
why is it on my birthday? hmmx. but there is happy
and sad moments. and alot of us got drunk. I'm one
of them, who call I'm the birthday gal so no one can
help me to drink, so sad can. I got smashed
on the cakes!!! wad the hell, and I went to wash my
hair. ARGHH!! is so er xin can.
After that I went round to smash cake on them!
REVENGE! and poor super louis got smashed too.
hahhas!! sorry! not purposely one, but Joy they all
ask me to make you. hahas. I know you are innocent
but too bad. =p
Overall, I love all of you! Thanks for all the presents!
I did enjoy myself. (:
I will upload the photos when Yvonne and
Rebecca send me. (:
Thanks for those who came. Doris, Super Eric, Yvonne, Captain Roland and her gf, Captain Fei, Jessica, Joy, Benjamin, Zai Yong, Jason, Yu Ming, Yu Xue, Chris, Ah Wang, Qiqi, Angel and Ken.
Thanks for those who join us after work. Rebecca, Leo, Siling, Zhi An, Alvin, Han yee and Super louis.
10:18 PM
Saturday, January 17, 2009
Captain's Birthday Pics!! 5th January 2009!!
Smile and say cheese! Nice photo. (:
Night shifts full time staffs. Super louis is left out in the photo. opps. =p
Say Cheese!! =)
Some morning and night shifts staffs. (:
Chris and Captain Heng. =)
Leo and Captain Heng. =)
Siling And Hui Shan. (:
Captain And Hui Shan. (:
Captain and Siew Hui. (:
Si Ling And Captain Heng. (:
11:48 AM
Wednesday, January 14, 2009
okay Im back to blogging after a week or so. was
really busy and tired. when I'm back from work,
I will be sleeping like a pig before work starts the
next day.
Just got my results on monday, didnt do well.
haiis. but wad is done is already done, so got
to think wad course I'm going to take for poly
life le. (:
I will update the photos for last saturday party
for CNY at KBP. We have a great time spending
together. Alot of people were drunk. hahas.
okays I got to go. will update the photos for
the next post.
Tata!!
3:35 PM